7月28日 順服之後又如何？
耶穌隨即催門徒上船，先渡到那邊……（可六45-52）
我們很容易這樣想：主若催逼我們，我們若順服他，他就必叫我們大大的成功。千萬別把成功的夢想，當作神對我們的計劃；神的計劃可能恰好相反。我們以為神要領我們到某一特定的目的——一個理想的目標；其實並不是。到達某一目的，只是附帶的事。我們所稱為過程的，神卻稱為目標。
我對神的計劃有何夢想？他的計劃就是要我現在倚靠他和他的能力。在動盪不安之中，我若能保持平靜不疑惑，這就是神計劃的目標。神作工不是為某一個特別的終點；他的目標就在過程之中——要我看見他正行在波浪上；雖然不見邊岸，沒有目的地，但有一個肯定的確信，深知必然平安無事，因為我看見他正在海面上行走。這是過程，不是目標，使神得著榮耀。神的訓練是即時的，不是等一會兒的。他的計劃是這一分鐘，不是將來某件事。我們不必顧及順服之後會怎樣；若牽掛以後會怎樣，就走錯了路。人所謂的訓練與預備，神卻稱為目的。
神的目的是要我如今就知道，他能在我生命的混亂動盪中行走。若我們在前方另有目標，就不會充分關注當前；若我們意識到順服就是目的，那麼臨到我們的每一刻都變得如珍如寶了。
祈禱◆噢，主啊，倘若那需要是出於你，我便歡喜！為著你教訓我們“有火煉的試驗臨到你們，不要以為奇怪，倒要歡喜”，我讚美你。
July
28 After Obedience – What?
“And straightway He
constrained His disciples to get into the ship, and to go to the other side. .
. .” Mark 6:45-52
We are apt to imagine that if Jesus Christ
constrains us, and we obey Him, He will lead us to great success. We must never
put our dreams of success as God’s purpose for us; His purpose may be exactly
the opposite. We have an idea that God is leading us to a particular end, a
desired goal; He is not. The question of getting to a particular end is a mere
incident. What we call the process, God calls the end.
What is my dream of God’s purpose? His purpose is
that I depend on Him and on His power now. If I can stay in the middle of the
turmoil calm and unperplexed, that is the end of the purpose of God. God is not
working towards a particular finish; His end is the process – that I see Him
walking on the waves, no shore in sight, no success, no goal, just the absolute
certainty that it is all right because I see Him walking on the sea. It is the
process, not the end, which is glorifying to God.
God’s training is for now, not presently. His
purpose is for this minute, not for something in the future. We have nothing to
do with the afterwards of obedience; we get wrong when we think of the
afterwards. What men call training and preparation, God calls the end.
God’s end is to enable me to see that He can walk
on the chaos of my life just now. If we have a further end in view, we do not
pay sufficient attention to the immediate present: if we realize that obedience
is the end, then each moment as it comes is precious.
