4月26日 攀高
你帶著你的兒子……在我所要指示你的山上，把他獻為燔祭。（創二十二2）
一個人如何領會神的旨意，乃在於他的個性（參詩十八25-26）。亞伯拉罕對神命令的領會，就是要把兒子殺了。他只好把傳統的觀念拋在腦後，忍受極度痛苦的考驗。神只有用這個方法去煉淨他的信心。我們若存誠實的心順服神，神自然會將我們從傳統對他的誤解中釋放出來。有許多信念是我們要摒棄的，就如：神要把一個孩子取去，因為那母親太愛他了。這簡直是魔鬼的謊話，是嘲弄神的本性。魔鬼會不惜代價阻礙我們踏上登高之路，不讓我們除掉對神誤解的傳統觀念。可是，只要我們忠於神，他就會帶我們經過考驗，使我們從經驗中更認識他。
亞伯拉罕對神信心的偉大處，在於他肯為神赴湯蹈火、在所不辭。他只一心聽從神，不惜違反任何觀念。亞伯拉罕並非一己信念的忠實信徒，否則他就會一意孤行，殺了以撒，說那天使的呼叫是魔鬼的聲音了。這只是狂妄者的態度。只要你保持對神的忠誠，神必領你經過一切障礙，進入內室得以認識他；但其中有個關鍵，就是放棄傳統的信念與看法。不要求神試驗你，切勿像彼得那樣宣稱：“我什麼都肯做，甚至願與你同死。”亞伯拉罕並沒有作此宣告，他始終對神忠誠，神也就煉淨了他的信心。
祈禱◆噢，主啊，我投向你，我所感覺得到的，惟獨是你。取去我那些繁贅、誇大和衝動的謊話，讓我安靜地等候你。
April
26 The Supreme Climb
“Take now thy son . . and offer him there for
a burnt-offering upon one of the mountains which I will tell thee of.” Genesis
22:2
Character determines how a man interprets
God’s will (cf. Psalm 18:25-26). Abraham interpreted God’s command to mean that
he had to kill his son, and he could only leave this tradition behind by the
pain of a tremendous ordeal. God could purify his faith in no other way. If we
obey what God says according to our sincere belief, God will break us from
those traditions that misrepresent Him. There are many such beliefs to be got
rid of, e.g., that God removes a child because the mother loves him too much – a
devil’s lie! and a travesty of the true nature of God. If the devil can hinder
us from taking the supreme climb and getting rid of wrong traditions about God,
he will do so; but if we keep true to God, God will take us through an ordeal
which will bring us out into a better knowledge of Himself.
The great point of Abraham’s faith in God
was that he was prepared to do anything for God. He was there to obey God, no
matter to what belief he went contrary. Abraham was not a devotee of his
convictions, or he would have slain Isaac and said that the voice of the angel
was the voice of the devil. That is the attitude of a fanatic. If you will
remain true to God, God will lead you straight through every barrier into the
inner chamber of the knowledge of Himself; but there is always this point of
giving up convictions and traditional beliefs. Don’t ask God to test you. Never
declare as Peter did – “I will do anything, I will go to death with Thee.”
Abraham did not make any such declaration, he remained true to God, and God
purified his faith.
