11月6日 信心歷程
你信這話嗎？（約十一26）
馬大相信耶穌有能力行事；她相信他若在場，就可以醫治她的弟弟。她也相信耶穌與神有特別的關係，他求神什麼，神都成就。可是，她需要與耶穌有更親密的個人關係。馬大的信心是在未來才實現的；耶穌領她體驗，直至信心成為她個人的財富，然後形成一個特有的產業 – “主啊，是的，我信你是基督……”
主對你是否也一樣？主是否教導你，使你進入與他個人親密的關係裡？讓神的問題追逼你 – “你信這話嗎？”你懷疑的是什麼？你所遭遇的，有否像馬大的一樣，把你帶到一處，叫你的信仰快要變成個人的信仰？這個地步，非透過難處而產生個人問題，不能達致。
相信就是完全委身。在心智上委身，就是把一切與這委身無關的事擯棄；在信仰上委身，在道德上就絕不與其他信仰妥協；在特殊信仰上委身，就把靈交給耶穌基督，決志只讓主居首位。當我面對主耶穌，他對我說：“你信這話嗎？”我會發現信心像呼吸一樣自然，而詫異以往為何愚昧地不信靠。
祈禱◆主啊，並非基於任何不配的感覺，或自覺不足，或是任何關乎自己的思想；我來，只因你是你。
November 6 Programme Of Belief
“Believest thou this?” John
11:26
Martha believed in the power at the
disposal of Jesus Christ, she believed that if He had been present He could
have healed her brother; she also believed that Jesus had a peculiar intimacy
with God and that whatever He asked of God, God would do; but she needed a
closer personal intimacy with Jesus. Martha’s programme of belief had its
fulfilment in the future; Jesus led her on until her belief became a personal
possession, and then slowly emerged into a particular inheritance – “Yea, Lord,
I believe that Thou art the Christ. . . ”
Is there something like that in the Lord’s
dealings with you? Is Jesus educating you into a personal intimacy with
Himself? Let Him press home His question to you – “Believest thou this?” What
is your ordeal of doubt? Have you come, like Martha, to some overwhelming
passage in your circumstances where your programme of belief is about to emerge
into a personal belief? This can never be until a personal need arises out of a
personal problem.
To believe is to commit. In the programme
of mental belief I commit myself, and abandon all that is not related to that
commitment. In personal belief I commit myself morally to this way of
confidence and refuse to compromise with any other; and in particular belief I
commit myself spiritually to Jesus Christ, and determine in that thing to be
dominated by the Lord alone.
When I stand face to face with Jesus
Christ and He says to me – “Believest thou this?” I find that faith is as
natural as breathing, and I am staggered that I was so stupid as not to trust
Him before.
