12月22日
父吸引人
若不是差我的父吸引人，就沒有能到我這裡來的。（約六44）
神吸引我的時候，就是要運用意志的時候－－我對神賜的啟示有反應嗎？我肯到他那裡去嗎？把屬靈的事拿來議論，是不合體統的；神說話的時候，不要人討論。信心不是一項智力上的舉動，乃是一種道德的反應，特意要把自己投上去。我願否絕無保留地把自己投上，照神所說的去做？若肯，就會發現自己紮根於安穩如神寶座的實體上。
傳福音的時候，記得要提出意志的問題。信仰必須出於意志。意志必須順服，而不是屈服在說服力之下，乃是立志全部投向神和他所說的話，直至不再把信心建在自己所作的事上，而是惟獨信神。其中的攔阻在於我不肯信神，只信自己頭腦的理解。以感覺上來說，我必須不顧一切的投注，必須憑意志相信；這樣，我必須盡很大的努力，把以往對事物的看法丟棄，只對準神自己，否則便無法做到。
人有一種向自己以外去尋索的本能。是神先吸引我，我與他的首要關係，是個人的，不是理智上的。我因著神的吸引，和我決意的相信，便進入與神的關係中，然後，開始在理智上體會並明白這相交的奇妙。
祈禱◆噢，主啊，願你大能的同在，今天如帳棚般四面環繞我，願你的榮耀就在其中。
December
22 The Drawing Of The Father
“No
man can come to Me, except the Father which hath sent Me draw him.” John 6:44
When God
draws me, the issue of my will comes in at once – will I react on the
revelation which God gives – will I come to Him? Discussion on spiritual
matters is an impertinence. Never discuss with anyone when God speaks. Belief
is not an intellectual act; belief is a moral act whereby I deliberately commit
myself. Will I dump myself down absolutely on God and transact on what He says?
If I will, I shall find I am based on Reality that is as sure as God’s throne.
In preaching
the gospel, always push an issue of will. Belief must be the will to believe.
There must be a surrender of the will, not a surrender to persuasive power, a
deliberate launching forth on God and on what He says until I am no longer
confident in what I have done, I am confident only in God. The hindrance is
that I will not trust God, but only my mental understanding. As far as feelings
go, I must stake all blindly. I must will to believe, and this can never be
done without a violent effort on my part to disassociate myself from my old ways
of looking at things, and by putting myself right over on to Him.
Every man is
made to reach out beyond his grasp. It is God who draws me, and my relationship
to Him in the first place is a personal one, not an intellectual one. I am
introduced into the relationship by the miracle of God and my own will to
believe, then I begin to get an intelligent appreciation and understanding of
the wonder of the transaction.
