12月27日
勝敗所在
耶和華說：“以色列啊，你若回來歸向我……”（耶四1）
爭戰的勝敗決定於在神面前意志的隱秘處，而不是外在的世界。神的靈提醒我，催促我獨自見神，在他面前作戰。若不這樣行，我每次必敗。爭戰是一分鐘還是一年，是在於我的決定，而不是神；但必須在神面前自己摔跤，斷然棄絕主權。沒有什麼能打倒一個在神面前爭戰勝利的人。
我若說：“還是等到事情來到，再試試神吧！”我必發覺自己辦不到。我要在神面前，獨自在心靈的隱秘處，沒有他人騷擾的地方，好好解決；然後放膽地出去，因為知道仗已經打贏了。若在那裡打敗，災禍難處必然不絕臨到，就如神的命令一樣堅定。仗打不贏的道理，是我想先從外在世界去打；其實應該獨自見神，在那裡先打勝了，才可一次性解決問題。
對待其他人也是如此，要把他們推到意志的邊緣－－完全歸服的起點。有時候，神帶我們來到一個頂點，就是生命的大分水線。從那一點，我們或是逐漸變得怠惰、毫不起勁地過著一種無大用處的信徒生活；或是為神的至高榮耀燃燒自己——竭誠為主。
祈禱◆噢，我的神，請你現在感動我。在其中一次改變生命的觸動中，你確實從所有事物中清楚而具體地啟示你自己；在那些燦爛的時刻中，我看見你、敬拜你，並讚歎你。
December
27 Where The Battle’s Lost And Won
“If
thou wilt return, O Israel, saith the Lord. . . .” Jeremiah 4:1
The battle
is lost or won in the secret places of the will before God, never first in the
external world. The Spirit of God apprehends me and I am obliged to get alone
with God and fight the battle out before Him. Until this is done, I lose every
time. The battle may take one minute or a year, that will depend on me, not on God;
but it must be wrestled out alone before God, and I must resolutely go through
the hell of a renunciation before God. Nothing has any power over the man who
has fought out the battle before God and won there.
If I say, “I
will wait till I get into the circumstances and then put God to the test,” I
shall find I cannot. I must get the thing settled between my self and God in
the secret places of my soul where no stranger intermeddles, and then I can go
forth with the certainty that the battle is won. Lose it there, and calamity
and disaster and upset are as sure as God’s decree. The reason the battle is
not won is because I try to win it in the external world first. Get alone with
God, fight it out before Him, settle the matter there once and for all.
In dealing
with other people, the line to take is to push them to an issue of will. That
is the way abandonment begins. Every now and again, not often, but sometimes,
God brings us to a point of climax. That is the Great Divide in the life; from
that point we either go towards a more and more dilatory and useless type of
Christian life, or we become more and more ablaze for the glory of God – My
Utmost for His Highest.
