5月31日 神為首
以信靠神為首。“耶穌卻不將自己交托他們，因為他知道萬人。”（約二24-25）
我們的主不信賴人，可是他對任何人都從來不存疑心、不懷苦毒、不失盼望，因為他先依靠神。他完全信得過神為每一個人行事那顆恩慈的心。我若把信心先放在人身上，結果就會失望。我會變得苦毒，因為硬要人做到十全十美，而這卻是沒有人能達致的。所以，除了神的恩典之外，無論對自己、對人，都不可信賴。
以神的需要為首。“我來了為要照你的旨意行。”（來十9）
人的順服，往往是看見某一種需要才有所擺上。但主的順服，乃是遵行他父的旨意。今日的呼聲是“要去工作。外邦人因沒有神而走向死亡，我們要把耶穌傳給他們。”可是在作工之先，我們必須先讓神在我們身上得到滿足。“你們在此等候，直到……”等候的目的，就是要我們好好的連接在神的需要上。當神對我們的需求達到了，他就會開路，使我們知道在別處的需要。
以神所託付的為首。“凡為我的名，接待一個像這小孩子的，就是接待我。”（太十八5）
神把自己當作一個嬰孩託付了我，期望我的生命像“伯利恒”。我天然的生命有沒有藉著神兒子內住的生命而變化更新？神終極的目的，是要在我這必死的身上，彰顯他兒子的榮耀。
祈禱◆主啊，我知道你有豐盛的恩典，也一直滿有平安；求你將恩典與平安賜給我。你最清楚知道，我們的屬靈生命是如何倚賴著肉身所感受到的平安。
May 31 God First
Put God First in Trust. “Jesus did
not commit Himself unto them . . . for He knew what was in man.” John 2:24-25
Our Lord trusted no man; yet He was never suspicious, never bitter,
never in despair about any man, because He put God first in trust; He trusted
absolutely in what God’s grace could do for any man. If I put my trust in human
beings first, I will end in despairing of everyone; I will become bitter,
because I have insisted on man being what no man ever can be – absolutely
right. Never trust anything but the grace of God in yourself or in anyone else.
Put God’s Needs First. “Lo, I come to do Thy will, 0 God.” Hebrews 10:9
A man’s obedience is to what he sees to be a need; Our Lord’s obedience
was to the will of His Father. The cry to-day is – “We must get some work to
do; the heathen are dying without God; we must go and tell them of Him.” We
have to see first of all that God’s needs in us personally are being met.
“Tarry ye until. . . .” The purpose of this College is to get us rightly
related to the needs of God. When God’s needs in us have been met, then He will
open the way for us to realize His needs elsewhere.
Put God’s Trust First. “And whoso receiveth one such little child in my
name receiveth Me.” Matthew 18:5
God’s trust is that He gives me Himself as a babe. God expects my
personal life to be a “Bethlehem.” Am I allowing my natural life to be slowly
transfigured by the indwelling life of the Son of God? God’s ultimate purpose
is that His Son might be manifested in my mortal flesh.
