8月29日 無比的親密
我不是對你說過，你若信，就必看見神的榮耀嗎？（約十一40）
每次你憑信心出去闖蕩，總會發覺在常理的環境下，有些事物是完全違反你的信心的。常理並不是信心，信心也不是常理，二者的關係就是天然生命與屬靈生命之間的關係。當理性叫你不能信靠主，你仍能堅信他嗎？當生活中的事實高呼這是“謊話”，你能否依然信靠主的話勇往直前？在山上很容易說：“我相信神會成就。”但你必須下到鬼附的山谷去，面對諷刺的現實－－對你山上變像信念當面譏諷的現實。每次在我清楚自己有信心時，就必遇到與信心互相抵觸的事情。我若說相信神會供給我需用的一切，然後不名一文，又沒有出路，那我能否通得過這信心的考驗？還是會倒退？
信心必須受試驗，只有經過爭戰，信心才能成為你個人的產業。你的信心如今遇何試煉？這試煉或證明你的信心正確，或會置之於死地。“凡不因我跌倒的，就有福了。”最終的目標是對主的信靠。堅定信靠他，一切反對的事物只會更堅定你的信心。信心的生活要不斷經歷考驗，而最後最大的考驗，就是死。求神保守我們常裝備好去作戰：信心是對神說不出來的信任，絕不去想神不支持我們。
祈禱◆噢，我驚訝自己竟那麼遲緩去發出讚美；願你使我快速而正確地讚美你。願你賜給我適當的感覺，強烈地認知到你的美善，以致我能使你的內心充滿喜樂滿足。
August 29 Sublime Intimacy
“Said I not unto thee, that, if thou wouldest
believe, thou shouldest see the glory of God?” John 11:40
Every time you venture out in the life of faith, you will find something
in your common-sense circumstances that flatly contradicts your faith. Common
sense is not faith, and faith is not common sense; they stand in the relation
of the natural and the spiritual. Can you trust Jesus Christ where your common
sense cannot trust Him? Can you venture heroically on Jesus Christ’s statements
when the facts of your common-sense life shout – “It’s a lie?” On the mount it
is easy to say – ‘Oh, yes, I believe God can do it’; but you have to come down
into the demon-possessed valley and meet with facts that laugh ironically at
the whole of your mount-of-transfiguration belief. Every time my programme of
belief is clear to my own mind, I come across something that contradicts it.
Let me say I believe God will supply all my need, and then let me run dry, with
no outlook, and see whether I will go through the trial of faith, or whether I
will sink back to something lower.
Faith must be tested, because it can be turned into a personal
possession only through conflict. What is your faith up against just now? The
test will either prove that your faith is right, or it will kill it. “Blessed
is he whosoever shall not be offended in Me.” The final thing is confidence in
Jesus. Believe steadfastly on Him and all you come up against will develop your
faith. There is continual testing in the life of faith, and the last great test
is death. May God keep us in fighting trim! Faith is unutterable trust in God,
trust which never dreams that He will not stand by us.
