9月28日 “去”的無條件認同
你還缺少一件，……你還要來跟從我。（可十21）
那年輕富有的官有股追求完美的熱情，他一看見主耶穌，就想像他。主呼召門徒的時候，從不把個人的聖潔放在首位；他以自我主權的絕對降服、與他完全認同為先決條件－－這是一種不夾雜別的關係的關係。路加福音十四章26節與救恩成聖完全無關，這經文是論到與主無條件的認同。很少人真認識降服於主的絕對一“去”不回。
“耶穌看著他就愛他。”被耶穌的目光觸及意味著永遠脫離其他任何人或物。他曾否看著你？主的目光改變人、抓住人。你向神特別柔順的時候，一定是曾經被主目光看過。你若剛硬堅持己意，自以為義，把過錯歸咎別人，就表示你天性中仍有大部分未經主目光的注視而改變。
“你還缺少一件……”在主看來，唯一“善美”之事，就是與他聯合，沒有別的事物在中間阻隔。“變賣你所有的……”我必須放下自己，直到只剩下一個意識。我必須徹底捨棄一切，不是為靈魂得救（只有一件事可以救人－－就是絕對仰望耶穌基督），乃是為跟從耶穌。“來跟從我。”這道路就是他當日所行的道路。
祈禱◆主啊，我完完全全地來到你面前。我感到自己全然地需要你，我只等候你向我說話，此外我還能向你說什麼呢？正如沙漠的沙粒靜臥在陽光之下，讓我也在你面前坦然躺下。
September
28 The “Go” Of Unconditional Identification
“One thing thou lackest: . .
come, take up the cross, and follow Me.” Mark 10:21
The rich young ruler had the master passion to be
perfect. When he saw Jesus Christ, he wanted to be like Him. Our Lord never
puts personal holiness to the fore when He calls a disciple; He puts absolute
annihilation of my right to myself and identification with Himself – a
relationship with Himself in which there is no other relationship. Luke 14:26
has nothing to do with salvation or sanctification, but with unconditional
identification with Jesus Christ. Very few of us know the absolute “go” of
abandonment to Jesus.
“Then Jesus beholding him loved him.” The look of Jesus will mean a heart
broken for ever from allegiance to any other person or thing. Has Jesus ever
looked at you? The look of Jesus transforms and transfixes. Where you are
“soft” with God is where the Lord has looked at you. If you are hard and
vindictive, insistent on your own way, certain that the other person is more
likely to be in the wrong than you are, it is an indication that there are
whole tracts of your nature that have never been transformed by His gaze.
“One thing thou lackest . . .” The only “good thing” from Jesus Christ’s
point of view is union with Himself and nothing in between.
“Sell whatsoever thou hast . .” I must reduce myself until I am a mere
conscious man, I must fundamentally renounce possessions of all kinds, not to
save my soul (only one thing saves a man – absolute reliance upon Jesus Christ)
– but in order to follow Jesus. “Come, and follow Me.” And the road is the way
He went.
