9月29日 對神呼召的體認
我是不得已的，若不傳福音，我就有禍了。（林前九16）
我們很容易忘記神那神秘超然的觸摸。你若能清楚說明在哪裡得到神怎樣的呼召，我就懷疑你是否真有神的呼召。神的呼召不是這樣來的，它比這更超然。一個人在一生中對這呼召的體認，可能是像霹靂雷響般驟至，也可以像黎明般逐漸破曉。但無論它怎樣來，總隨著超然的暗湧而來，不能以言辭來說明，而且總帶著火光。這無法測度、超然、叫人驚愕、抓住你整個生命的呼召，隨時都會突然臨到－－“我揀選了你。”神的呼召與得救成聖沒有關係。不是因為你成聖了，所以召你去傳福音；傳福音的呼召與此全然不同，保羅形容這是一件不得已的必然任務。
若你阻擋了神在你生命中超然的呼召，試查察一下，看看你哪一方面沒有把神放在首位，只以自己事奉的見解，或性格的專長為首。保羅說：“若不傳福音，我就有禍了。”他既已體認神的呼召，就專為此努力，心無旁騖。
人被神呼召，不必理會環境怎樣不利，萬事都要互相效力至終指向神的目標。你若順服神的計劃，他不但把你意識可及的生命，就是生命中你無法探測的深邃，都調協和諧起來。
祈禱◆願今天充滿了神的能力、聲音和平安。我何其渴望在一切事物中認知到你那寬大的心！願你保守我裡面那種被呼召的感覺，歷久彌新和充滿活力。
September
29 The Consciousness Of The Call
“For necessity is laid upon
me: yea, woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel!” 1 Corinthians 9:16
We are apt to forget the mystical, supernatural
touch of God. If you can tell where you got the call of God and all about it, I
question whether you have ever had a call. The call of God does not come like
that, it is much more supernatural. The realization of it in a man’s life may
come with a sudden thunder-clap or with a gradual dawning, but in whatever way
it comes, it comes with the undercurrent of the supernatural, something that
cannot be put into words, it is always accompanied with a glow. At any moment
there may break the sudden consciousness of this incalculable, supernatural,
surprising call that has taken hold of your life – “I have chosen you.” The
call of God has nothing to do with salvation and sanctification. It is not
because you are sanctified that you are therefore called to preach the gospel;
the call to preach the gospel is infinitely different. Paul describes it as a
necessity laid upon him.
If you have been obliterating the great
supernatural call of God in your life, take a review of your circumstances and
see where God has not been first, but your ideas of service, or your
temperamental abilities. Paul said – “Woe is unto me, if I preach not the
gospel!” He had realized the call of God, and there was no competitor for his
strength.
If a man or woman is called of God, it does not
matter how untoward circumstances are, every force that has been at work will
tell for God’s purpose in the end. If you agree with God’s purpose He will
bring not only your conscious life, but all the deeper regions of your life
which you cannot get at, into harmony.
